have you ever meet someone that completes you
sometime scares you,
cuz it’s too good to be true
have you ever deeply in love
that will make you always laugh
have you ever feel so right
no matter how wrong, you always see the bright
have you ever falling
no matter how hard, you still standing
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dedicated to the heart that completes me….
…iveumorprimel…
All 4 One
so many times i looked and found
my dreams around, come tumbling down
and there you were,
holding out your hand (holding out your hand)
when there was rain
you were the sun
you are my life when life was done
so this i say to you
baby from my heart
from my heart (from my heart) (from my heart)
every day you’ll see (every day you’ll see)
how i try and be (how i try and be)
a better man for you (a better man for you)
by the things i’ll do (by the things i’ll do)
a better man you’ll say
has come to you today
i’ll try and be a better man
and when lovers come my way
i’ll just smile and politely say
that this heart of mine
it only beats for you (only beats for you)
though in the past i’ve let you down
there’s no more tears i’ll be around
now and forever, my wandering days are through
i want you, i want you, i want you
every day you’ll see (every day you’ll see)
how i try and be (how i try and be)
a better man for you (a better man for you)
by the things i’ll do (by the things i’ll do)
a better man you’ll say
has come to you today
i’ll try and be a better man
so let me hold you close to me
let me prove this love is real (it’s so real)
i’ll make up for all the times you’ve cried
—
it takes more than just words n promises to be a better man
do I have the courage to be a better man for the one that I love?
do I have the courage to once again take the risk?
Celline Dion & Peabo Bryson
(OST American Tale)
Somewhere out there,
beneath the pale moon light
Someone thinking of me,
and loving me tonite….
Somewhere out there,
someone saying a pray
That we’ll find one another,
in that big somewhere out there
*
and even though I know how very far apart we are..
it help to think we might be wishin on the same bright star
and when the nite will start to sing a long the lulaby
it helps to think we sleepin underneath the same big sky…
somewhere out there,
if love can see us through
then will be together,
somewhere out there..
out where dreams… come true
(back to *)
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Soulmate….
Do you really exist?
by Phil Collins
Find a way to my heart, and I will always be with you
From wherever you are, I’ll be waiting
I’ll keep a place in my heart, you will see it shining through
So find a way to my heart, and I will, I will follow you
This journey’s not easyfor you, I know
If your footsteps get too faint to hear, I’ll go
Cos you know, questions are never that easy
And never the same
You have the answer believe me
If you have the faith
Find a way to my heart…
Time may come, and time may go, I know
If you should call out for me, I’ll go
But you know, there is a code to be broken
I wrap it around
Without a word being spoken
Without a sound
There’s a reason I hide my heart
Out of sight out of mind
And when I find out just who you are
The door will be open for you to..
Find a way to my heart…
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Sometimes, I need someone to lead me so I know what should I do with my heart……
By. Phil Collins
You called me from the room in your hotel
All full of romance for someone that you met
And telling me how sorry you were, leaving so soon
And that you miss me sometimes when you’re alone in your room
Do I feel lonely too?
You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
I can’t go on just holding on to time
Now that we’re living separate lives
Well I held on to let you go
And if you lost your love for me, well you never let it show
There was no way to compromise
So now we’re living (living)
Separate lives
Ooh, it’s so typical, love leads to isolation
So you build that wall (build that wall)
Yes, you build that wall (build that wall)
And you make it stronger
Well you have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
Some day I might (I might) find myself looking in your eyes
But for now, we’ll go on living separate lives
Yes for now, we’ll go on living separate lives
Separate lives
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It’s very hard to let go……
It’s very hard to get over….
But now, we living seperate lives…
be a better you, for U!
I LOVE U!!!!!!!!
I cant see your eyes, cuz it will make me cry…..
I cant see your eyes, cuz I know I’m not there….
if only u knew…
how I want you to be happy
how I want you to have a great time while you back…
if only u knew..
how hard it is to see you without feeling sad…
how happy I am to see that smile again in your face…
if only u knew..
if only we can stand in the same page again…
if only…
if…..
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I really do happy to see that smile…
have fun, luv….
recharge your spirit….
promise me, you’ll be a better YOU!
It’s not how you lied,
it’s what crossed your mind so you have the heart to do that
It’s not your decission,
it’s what crossed your mind so you decide what you’ve done
It’s not why I have to face this,
it’s not the thought of how you hold your hands with other guy
it’s not the thought of how you kissed somebody else
It’s becoz you didnt catch me when I fall…….
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dedicated to my broken heart, to my sincere feelin, to my decision being the best for the one I love
28 November, 20 days after the happiest day of my life….
hopefully, it’s a start to something bigger…. not the end….
hopefully………..
sometimes we feel that all bad things always happen at the same time…
sometimes, we even think that life is so unfair…
heart break, family problems, personal problems, even sometimes financial problems.. happen at the same time….
but, have we ever think that this may be what’s God decide with all his ‘know what’s best for us’ power to answer our prayers?
have we ever think whenever bad things are happen, it’s just the way God show us that we have gone far enough from the path that we choose ?
IMHO (in my humble opinion - red), destiny is like doors in our lifes… we have to choose which door will bring us to be a better US..
In every door, there will be a lot things to be faced.. good n bad, laugh n tears, good (or even great) times n bad (or even worst) times, hard n easy, being in love n despertly fallin apart….
in every door, there are secrets… secrets to be a better person
In every door, there will be choice to be loved or to love…
I’ve made my choice to love someone with all the my best effort…
unconciously, I also made a choice to be hurt… hurt so bad… that I dont know how I have to react with this feeling….
I know, that once ones decide to fall in love, ones must also have to be brave to take the chance that if the love they decide to fall, fell so hard that it break into pieces…..
I’ve made my choice to give the best shoot,
n also, to take the chance that it can also lead me to fallin into pieces….
as I gave my heart sincerely and to be loved sincerely, I’ll must sincerely fallin into pieces…
cuz I believe, there will be something to learn from it…
sadness made one more mature….
sadness will make us know the precious of happiness….
sadness is the way ‘The One Who Know What BEst for US’ told us that we have to be strong… even stronger from what we’re now….
sadness is the way ‘The One Who Know What BEst for US’ told us to learn from it, to let go….
though it might sound very cliche, I believe it….
cuz what we believe is the best for us, is actually what we want… not actually the BEST for ourselves..
God, give me the strength not to fall even more…
give me strength to mend the pieces of my broken heart..
give me strength to be a better Me….
give what’s best for the one I love,
make her stronger…..
though I can only hear it from the distance, I will give my best shoot to be happy too..
cuz conciously, I know that when I decide to fall my heart to her I also know all the risk I have to face.
cuz I know, to be happy for her is all I can do so I can show her that I do love her sincerely……
I have done my best to take her to be a better her,
maybe this is the end of my destiny door, so I can choose another door to continue my journey…
or maybe, this is a start so I’ll be a better me, a better us…
I dont know.. in fact, I might never know…..
what I know is, which ever the destiny door I choose is the best for me…. 
as long as You ‘The One Who Know What’s Best For ME’ lead me to have a chance to be better me.
AMIN
Bagi sebagian orang tanggal, minggu, bulan, tahun, jam, menit, bahkan detik tak lebih hanyalah perputaran jarum jam (seperti post gw terdahulu). Tapi coba tanya aja sama orang yang baru ketinggalan kereta, kelewatan tanggal jatuh tempo pembayaran tagihan, mendapat deadline kerjaan baru,tidak berhasil menjalankan resolusi tahun ini, kehilangan orang yang dicinta, ato lagi jalanin long distance relationship… 
Waktu itu relatif, relatif bagi semua orang. 1 tahun terasa cepat jika dihabiskan bersama orang yang dicintai, bersenang-senang, semua keinginan bisa tercapai…. Tapi, 1 jam akan terasa lama; tanya aja calon ayah yang menunggu kelahiran anak pertama.. 1 menit akan terasa lama, jika sedang menunggu orang yang dicinta… 1.5 tahun akan terasa sangat lama, jika (sekali lagi) menjalani long distance relationship….
Hari ini, tanggal 16 genap 1 tahun 2 bulan gw menjalani ketidaksendirian hati.. tanggal 16 pertama, dia pergi sementara mengejar cita2. Ku kan menunggu teman hatiku, menunggu sambil berusaha menepati janji kita…. Terima kasih, teman hatiku… atas kesabaran, usaha, dan cinta mu. Disini, tanggal 16 yang akan berlalu sebentar lagi.. kuperbaharui janjiku.. janjiku untuk menjalani hari2 untuk sama2 menjadi lebih baik….
Sampai bertamu di tanggal 16 - tanggal 16 berikutnya, Teman hatiku…..
~3L!, TCCIC…
Yaaa Khalik, yaaa rahman, arrahiiim..
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Bahagiakanlah hatinya..
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Kalau boleh ku meminta,
Berikan yang terbaik padanya,
dan semoga hamba adalah salah satunya.
Yaa Khalik, yaa rahman, arrahiiim…
AKU RINDU PADANYAAAAA
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Kabulkan doaku..
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AMIN
