sometimes we feel that all bad things always happen at the same time…
sometimes, we even think that life is so unfair…
heart break, family problems, personal problems, even sometimes financial problems.. happen at the same time….
but, have we ever think that this may be what’s God decide with all his ‘know what’s best for us’ power to answer our prayers?
have we ever think whenever bad things are happen, it’s just the way God show us that we have gone far enough from the path that we choose ?
IMHO (in my humble opinion - red), destiny is like doors in our lifes… we have to choose which door will bring us to be a better US..
In every door, there will be a lot things to be faced.. good n bad, laugh n tears, good (or even great) times n bad (or even worst) times, hard n easy, being in love n despertly fallin apart….
in every door, there are secrets… secrets to be a better person
In every door, there will be choice to be loved or to love…
I’ve made my choice to love someone with all the my best effort…
unconciously, I also made a choice to be hurt… hurt so bad… that I dont know how I have to react with this feeling….
I know, that once ones decide to fall in love, ones must also have to be brave to take the chance that if the love they decide to fall, fell so hard that it break into pieces…..
I’ve made my choice to give the best shoot,
n also, to take the chance that it can also lead me to fallin into pieces….
as I gave my heart sincerely and to be loved sincerely, I’ll must sincerely fallin into pieces…
cuz I believe, there will be something to learn from it…
sadness made one more mature….
sadness will make us know the precious of happiness….
sadness is the way ‘The One Who Know What BEst for US’ told us that we have to be strong… even stronger from what we’re now….
sadness is the way ‘The One Who Know What BEst for US’ told us to learn from it, to let go….
though it might sound very cliche, I believe it….
cuz what we believe is the best for us, is actually what we want… not actually the BEST for ourselves..
God, give me the strength not to fall even more…
give me strength to mend the pieces of my broken heart..
give me strength to be a better Me….
give what’s best for the one I love,
make her stronger…..
though I can only hear it from the distance, I will give my best shoot to be happy too..
cuz conciously, I know that when I decide to fall my heart to her I also know all the risk I have to face.
cuz I know, to be happy for her is all I can do so I can show her that I do love her sincerely……
I have done my best to take her to be a better her,
maybe this is the end of my destiny door, so I can choose another door to continue my journey…
or maybe, this is a start so I’ll be a better me, a better us…
I dont know.. in fact, I might never know…..
what I know is, which ever the destiny door I choose is the best for me…. 
as long as You ‘The One Who Know What’s Best For ME’ lead me to have a chance to be better me.
AMIN
